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should i go? my heart is failing..i might unable to see jun joong if ii go to USA for operation..*i think ii should stay.. i jus wanna to be wif jun joong..protect him.. once ii see a smile on his face.. i am already happy enough*

ii rejected the doctor's advice for my operation that he recommanded...

however the consequence is that.. i will die for sure.. but.. wad if ii leave for operation.. jun joong will have to face the attack of bladewarrior...*

haiz nvm ! jun joong is equal to my life, wifout him i don think so that there is a need for living in this world again..*

i decided to stay on and give a hand to jun joong..

the next day,

jun joong came into my room

Jun joong: jun yong are you okay? is ur leg still hurt?

Mina: erm it's okay now.. thx for the concern micheal

he squatted down and examinated my leg,

Jun Joong: it looks like your leg recovered very fast..

he applied the medicine on the wounds for mi..

this feeling.. is jun joong already know my identity? why does he still concern abt mi so much?*

Jun Joong: jun yong.. actually.. uii looked like my girlfrenz, the way that you concern abt mi rather similar too..when ii see you..i will think of her...

jun joong looked rather down..*

ii think his heart must be suffering sore of pain deep in his heart..*

ii feel like crying and wanna to tell him that ii am 'mina'.*

Mina: jun..micheal.. but wher's she now?

jun joong: she... she 's dead...ii broke the promise towards her.. i left her all alone..its my fault..

Jun joong: i am sorry jun yong, i know that by telling uii think uii might find it rather boring..

jus hope that uii won't mind

Jun joong cried afterwards.. his tears flowed down from his eyes..

he walked out of the room after he finished applied the wounds..

Jun joong...actually mina nv die.. i am jus infront of uii..

i nv thought to lie towards ui.. but for the sake of ur safety .. i cannot let uii know.. i am seriously sorry jun joong...*

To be Continued...

sorry for the long time delay >.<
because i am bz studying...

Continue #6

jun joong brought mi back to the headquarter...Jun yong really looks like mina... hhees wad am i doing? mina is mina jun yong is jun yong.. how can a man be mina? hhees....*

micheal helped me to apply medicine on my wounds..

Jun yong's leg looks like girls...thought in micheal's mind*

" yeahh!! we won!" shouted mike
" jun yong ~ how have you been?" mike asked mi
"erm okies..jus abit painful tats all"
" thats good ^^"

"mike come with me.. we have to plan for the next fight.. this is to prevent bladewarrior attack my place once again"
after awhile they both left the room together..

"omg is micheal boss a gay? how can he treats jun yong so nice...?"
all these became a discussion between the members of dragon's nest

Susan came to my room..
" mina! ..opps..jun yong how r you? still pain?"
" oh susan pls don always call me mina... they might find tat out...ii am find by the way.."
susan:"thats gd"
"but.. jus now when jun joong carried me from the spot to this room... ii can feel his heart pounding..and.. the feeling that i had with him in the past really came back... i am so so so happy about it"
Susan: mina yy don uii tell him tat uii r mina? and uii didn't die?
"no susan..i wanna to help jun joong secretly...i don wan him to suffer any pain anymore..really"

i went to the hospital for further check up...
doctor: miss mina, sad to say that.. the report has written .. your heart don seems to be healthy.. you have to go to USA for an operation and if ui go ther as soon as possible.. this will be cure for sure..

should i go? my heart is failing..i might unable to see jun joong if ii go to USA for operation..*
i think ii should stay.. i jus wanna to be wif jun joong..protect him.. once ii see a smile on his face.. i am already happy enough*


To be continued...

sorries for the late post because i hv been busying nowadays

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Mina ... heeesss.. how can mina still alive? she's dead..* thought of jun joong's mindhe walked back to the room restlessly..

i get the news that jun joong has a enermy who is his uncle's son, the uncle son has been jealousing about jun joong long time ago. he keen about the money and the company that jun joong's father will leave to. His cousin is the other gangster's head which is the 'bladewarrior', it is the gang that oppose the dragon's nest. the main objective is to make jun joong perished in the world.

this is the conflict between the 'dragon's nest' and 'bladewarrior'

i was so frighten.. i afraid that they might hurt jun joong.. ii realli don wan jun joon to get any hurt.. thought he might have already forgotton me already..

therefore ii asked the opinion of susan, susan is mike's lover. mike loves susan for a long time however she doesn't know abt it and the main reason is that mike is too shy to express his love and feeling towards her. At the beginning, susan tried to stop my decision when ii told her that i wanna to make-up myself into a man and join dragon's nest. susan knows the reason behind that why that i am joining the gang, she has no choice but to support my decision.

susan brought mi to the headquarter of dragon's nest, mike brought both of us susan and i to micheal. Susan is here to accompany mi...

"erm so this is the man that you recommanded to us? susan?" asked micheal
"yups micheal she's the ...erm sorry he's the one that ii recommand " answered susan

phew...cursed susan you almost let them know that i am a girl*

" erm he looks fair and rather skinny.. okay i will take him into dragon's nest" answered micheal
" thanks micheal " answered susan
" congratuation susan" said mike
" shut up! mike" susan shouted

" so.. what's your name ?" micheal asked
Omg ! how am ii suppose to answer back to him? will he still recognise my voice...? *
ahem*
"ehh my name is...jun yong..."
"erm jun yong... okay nice name"

jun joong remain silent...
he whisper to mike...
"jun yong looks like mina...but he is not mina..."
" don think too much micheal mina's dead"

i felt a sense of happiness when jun joong actually talk to me...*
i am happy enough to hear his voice*

" sir! there is a emergency, there is a new about bladewarrior! they had make some problem to our place!" a member of dragon's nest came in and shouted
" what?! mike! jun yong follow me ! lets go !"
"okay " answered mike

omg! jus joined and i hv to face the gangster's conflict...*
"okay..." answered me

We arrived to the spot, everyone ran out from the building and many guns shooting sounds are being produced.
this makes me worry that jun joong might get hurt..*

"lets go in and fight back guys!" shouted micheal

everyone went in with machine guns and pistol
they started to shoot bladewarrior's members
guns sounds can be heard everywhere.. even jun joong ran into the building...*
thought i might get hurt.. i wanna to take care of jun joong *
the power of care towards jun joongs makes me feel braver and i ran into the building with him...

" jun yong this is ur 1st battle excited?"
"of cause "
"be extra careful !"
" you too jun..micheal"

We hide behind the pillar and killed the members of bladewarrior..

"RETREAT! RETREAT!!" a member of bladewarrior shouted
all of the members of bladewarrior left the spot as soon as possible..

yeah! we won our vitory!
" jun yong ..! r you okay?"
"ehh yups..."
i discovered that i was shot at my tight...

i fainted after jun joong asked me the question...

he came towards me and carried me horizontally..
i lied into his arms again... i felt his heart beats... this reminds me when we were in the seashore last time..*
i closed my eyes afterwards..

jun joong brought mi back to the headquarter...

Jun yong really looks like mina... hhees wad am i doing? mina is mina jun yong is jun yong.. how can a man be mina? hhees....*

To be Continued...

Continue IV

Micheal always get himself into drunking state.. despite of entertaining the clients from the other gangster company he has to pretend tat mina 's dealth did not affect him
he used to visit "chicago" for entertaining of the clients

awww... where am i? luckily i did not drop into the water if not with the strong wave from the sea ii don think so that i will be still alive now
ii went to the city, i heard that jun joong went there and set up a company. i gonna to go ther to find jun joong, when ii reached the city it seems to be a urbanilized place.. everyone busy working and many vihecles moving along the roads..

This place is simply too big, how am i suppose to find jun joong ? the chance seems has already reduced to the lowest term *

I entered chicago and appealled for job appealication, i was employed by the manager as a waitress. my job is to serve the dishes and drinks to the respectively rooms while ppl enjoying singing and being accompanied by the bargirls.

Finally it comes to the 3rd day of working, i get to know one of my college her name is susan she has been working here for more than half a year.
"Mina~ i am here to advice uii something you better don get any relationship with the customers at night because they r not pushover and they r gangsters"
" better take note of that"
" okies thx for the advice susan"
During that night, i get to walk pass a room 854. I accidently get to see wad's the people doing inside when susan entered the room with drinks.
I can't believe it ! jun joong is inside ! *
he has two bargirls beside him and he seems to be enjoying *
I walked away as soon as possible to avoid being seen by him...
Jun joong has forgotton me? or he is jus doing this unwillingly?*

"mina ~ mina ! wad r u thinking abt? come on don day dreaming "
" shhh!! susan! don call my name so loudly"
" ohh sorry but why?"
" erm nothing jus don ask, i will fill in to you next time"
" okays"

micheal heard someone calling mina
this makes him felt very harsh, he get out from the room and ask susan
" erm waitress you called someone mina? jus now?"
" erm nope sir it's my other friend"
"...."
"okay nevermind thanks"

looking at jun joong's back behind the door.. this makes me feel guilty..

does jun joong really care abt me? i think ii should not appear so soon*

Mina ... heeesss.. how can mina still alive? she's dead..* thought of jun joong's mind
he walked back to the room restlessly..

To be Continued...

Continue Part III(short introduction)

Jun joong was pulled by fei joong to the boat and left.....

Mina... wad happend to you? i am really worried .... you get caught? or you forget about our promise?*

I was beaten by step- mother again...

Mr kim came to our house and ask for the location that his son jun joong was at.. he saw me but..
" Seems like jun joong doesn't want ur daughter anymore.. okay"
"What i have told u the other day mrs Koh just pretend i said nothing"
mr kim walked away with his bodyguards
" mr kim ! mr Kim!! mr kim !! listen to my explaination please!"
mr kim ignored her and entered his car

step- mother turned back and look at me with the fiercy looking ..
" Mina !!! uii RUINED my plan!!!! see how am i gonna to punish u today !!!"
she whipped mi with the leather belts with hatred...
my heart was broken because i was unable to meet jun joong and plus with the pain given by step- mother .. both interner and externer pain were being received by mi at once...

after beating, she went back to her room and slammed the door..
i walked back to my room with sorrow of pain deep in my heart and the lastest scars given by step-mother

i set down beside the window.. suddenly it rains.. the rain drops made mi refresh back the memories i with jun joong.. it's really beautiful beautiful.. however it only can be stored in my mind..
i have this thinking of ending my life..

ii went to the pier .. suddenly someone pushed mi from the back and ii fall into the water...

While jun joong was in the city.. he set up a gangster company called the "dragon's nest" he has changed his name from jun joong to Micheal and fei joong changed to Mike he is the leader of this gang and mike is the 2nd biggest person in this gang by changing the name, his father will have difficulties to find him and the name of both of them letter "M" this is to represent the love that jun joong has towards me Mina

While jun joong(micheal) watching on the TV suddenly there is a news come in, fei joong(mike) was on the spot as well..
the news says:
"There is a girl missing during 16th may and a girl's body was found in the seaside, it is identified by her step-mother. A girl named Mina 16 this year and she passed away because she committed suicide at the pier."

After watching at this news, micheal was stunned his tears dripped off from his eyes straight away..Mike was shocked too.. micheal felt a sharp pain in deep of his heart his lover died because of him and this is really a big blow for him he cannot believe from wad the news reported...
Mike lent him his shouder to micheal and micheal cried on his shoulder...

Is mina really dead?*
please my god if this is a nightmare pls let mi wake up ! pls!! ii really cannot afford to LOSE mina!!

Mina!! Mina!! MINA!!!! how can uii leave without me?!! WHyy?!!!

To be Continued ..

continue part II

i can feel the warm through his hand and this is the starting journey of out relationship with him..

he brought me to the beach, and during tat time it's already sunset. we sit together on the seashore, he led towards my back and we enjoy the scenery over there. The sunset simply too beautiful, no other words to describe the feelings ii felt towards it and of cause jun joong is with me not only the scenery attracts me jun joong as well.
he felt asleep on my shoulder after a few minutes i can feel the way he inhale and exhale. this makes me feel a sense of happiness.

Finally he woke up, he told me the reason that why he escaped from the house. from that time i finally get to know that actually his father forcing him to take over their family bussiness but jun joong is still too young for him to handle a big company on himself. and this is the reason tat he chose to escape from his house, without the nice building and shelter. he prefers to stay outdoor and get contact with natural environments.

he doesn't like the job that he was given he wanna to be himself. he turned and look at me with the serious looking eyesight he removed his top and lied down on the rock.
" mina, would you mind to do mi a favor?"
" yups? sure yy not?" replied mi
" can you use this knife and crave some word on my shoulder back?"
" ehh..ii cann...however you wont feel pain?" replied mi
" just do it i can bear with the pain no problem"
"okays" replied me
he hands over the short knife to me and start to bite his T-shirt so that he wont feel too much pain
" okay carve the letter"
"M"
"I"
"N"
"A"
isn't this my name? i have this thought in my mind*
he really fall in love with me?*
After finished carving, i used bandage to cover up the wounds so to reduce the amount of blood flows.
" Mina .. r you willing to leave this place with me?"
i was shocked and stunned, i remained motionless on the spot. i don't know how to reply back to him*
" actually you r the only one tat treats me the best, thought i came from a rich family but the loves that given by my kins are totally in different with you"
my tears dripped off from my eyes..*
" jun joong.. you really wan me to leave with you?"
" yup no doubts"
" okays ii will leave with you"
This is the 1st time being a dare devil to ignore my step mother and leave with someone that i really loved*

" okays mina, we will leave the next early in the morning. when you reached home pack whatever you need and we meet at the pier"
" make sure that you don delay too much time, because my father will send ppl to catch me back home"
" i will jun joong "
we left back to our own home, actually wan to return back home secretly but i was caught by my step mother
that's strange she nv beat me? instead she treats me really gd*

" my dear daughter~ wher hv you been? do you know mother hv been worrying abt you since this morning when you left house with the guy?"
"mother has a request.. continue to date with him! he is the big company's CEO's only son!
when you get married with him... haha! ii will have lots of money to buy anything that i want!~"

so jun joong is the only son, no wonder his father worries so much about his family bussiness*

i saw step mother talking to a man downstair, he man is jun joong's father ! *

" Mrs koh, my private detective discovered that my son fell in love with your daughter. if they cont. to develop a love relationship and i bet jun joong does not nd to escape and he will stay on so that he can carry on our family bussiness company."
" haha sure mr kim i will make sure that my daughter will make him stay .. but hehe any reward? "
" sure your reward will be unpredictable my company's share will be given to you at 10% our daily company earn around 2millions ~758 thousands "
" omg! thank you so much mr KIM ! " $.$

step- mother treats me as wad? i think ii really have to leave this house, i don wan to be her chess*
during nite my house are surrounded with the body guards sent by mr kim and approved by my mother, this is to protect me but i don think so. because this makes mi have difficulties to escape to meet jun joong at pier next early morning ..

ii climbed down from my pipe link towards the ground floor however i was caught...
step- mother woke up by the body guards and she took out the 2.5m long with 3 cm thick cane and start to whack me..

my tears came out from my eyes.. not the pain that i received is.. ii broke the promise with jun joong .. ii was unable to meet him..

is that possible for me to lose jun joong like this? *

while jun joong and his best buddy fei joong waiting for me to appear .. but i did not turn up.. because i was caught..

" hurry up jun joong ! it's late! ur father will send his man to catch us! if we missed this chance we wont be able to leave in the future!"
" but mina's not here ! i cannot leave without her!"
" but we really don have time jun joong! we can come back next time to fetch her..!"

jun joong was pulled by fei joong to the boat and left.....

Mina... wad happend to you? i am really worried .... you get caught? or you forget about our promise?*

TO be CONTINUE...

i am a girl who has a single parent, after my mother passed away. it seems to be everything to me is meaningless. finally my father re-married with another woman. she doesn't like me though, she used to ask me to do each and every households, my studies get affected because of this.
there was once, i went down to purchase some foods for my step mother, i was given 10 dollars only. after purchased the foods, while on the way back home, i chose a voideck to shorten the time taken for me to reach home so that my step mother will not use this as a reason to beat me up once and again. i never think this will happen to me and this really brought me the happiness that i want

A boy rushed towards me and robbed me, asking me to hand over the money that i had to him. from the way he dressed, he looked very untidy and his hair was messy. i gave him the money willingly, he looked at me with the facial expression that i cannot even define it.

" i am a robber, why aren't afraid of me? you never cry, instead you gave me the money willingly"
i replied to him " nevermind, it okies because you should have some foods because you look rather weak because of hunger..don't you need to return back to home? to clean up urself?
"nope i don have a home, i ran out from my house yesterday to escape the stress given by my father i don wan to go home .." replied the boy

" orh okies nvm come follow me back home, i give u some clean clothes and foods"
i brought him back home, to prevent step mother to discover that a boy coming back home with me i asked him to climb in through the window.
"shh! don make any noise "
"okies" replied the boy

AFter he cleaned up himself, he told mi that his name is jun joong he is one year older than me. we started to chat abt out pasttime. suddenly i heard some footsteps walking towards my room
"omg !! jun joong ! hide in my warrobe!! don make a single noice! shh!"

he hid himself and remained pin drops slients

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING MINA!! why aren't you sweeping the floor? are you asking for beating? okay i will fulfill ur wish !" she took out the cane and started to cane me
she kicked me, punched me, pinched mi, pulled my hair.. jun joong came out and pushed her away. he pulled my hand and bring mi out of the house..

this is the 1st time letting a boy to hold my hand..
my heart is beating fast non stop

i can feel the warm through his hand,
and this is the starting journey of out relationship with him..


To Be continued